Ylimegirl

if i had said what they said you would have hated it if anyone else had said what they said you would have been horrified by it but because it was them, i guess it was okay, right? why couldn't you say it? when she said what she said you were horrified by it when she defended what she said i was horrified by it too but you stuck around, so i guess it was okay, right? why couldn't you say it? our past, our memories the time we spent together i'll always remember but unlike you, i just can't i can't forgive them, not after they openly declared their true hatred for me and their hatred of others so how could you? why couldn't you say it

hey, did you know? i had a dream about you last night. well, sort of. i guess. it wasn't really "you". and it wasn't really "me". but it was about us, nonetheless. i brought you into my life. we laughed and loved. i showed you a secret. you ran away. in the end i was crying, alone. sobbing over an empty cradle. im not sure what it meant. do you have any idea? were you crying the same tears i was?

Nothing matters anymore. But that was inevitable, wasn’t it? I’ve lied to everyone — my friends, family, teachers, acquaintances, myself. Nobody’s coming to save me. I’m alone. But that’s how it was meant to be, wasn’t it? I’m alone. That’s okay. I’ll be fine. That’s what I’ve been saying, hasn’t it? So it must be true. I can’t lie, after all. So I don’t need to be saved. I’ll be fine. I’ll be fine. I’ll be fine. I’ll be fine. I’ll be fine. I’ll be fine. I’ll be fine. I’ll be fine. I’ll be fine. IR

The snow isn't like the rain It sticks and sticks and sticks and sticks Or melts instantaneously The blinding bright power Hurts my eyes with its purity I close my eyes and look away The snowy sun is a liar Its rays pierce through your skin And leave you stripped bare From atop the penthouse I ignore the suffering of below And enjoy the exotic show